Monthly Archives: February 2011

02/28/2011 3am edition

You know your back pain is painful when it wakes you up during the night (the past 3 nights).   You know that you're not doing well in the food department when you dry heave at 3am.   You know … Continue reading

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what it takes

to feel better: lots of time sitting alone. Quietly.  Lots and lots of time.   I spent time alone yesterday and today.  I feel less exhaustion, but everything else remains the same.  Ate one meal today: 2 home made pork … Continue reading

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nice

The day was nice.  Sunny and breezy in the South bay.  Driving into Burbank it was omnimus dark clouds, which turned out to bring us awesome hail at El Porto's by 1pm and snow by 5pm.  Flipping awesome.  Probably the only … Continue reading

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02/25/2011

This shouldn’t be new information to you at this point: I’m tired. Dragged myself out of bad this morning, running late.  Getting into work, I sat at my desk literally sat still for 5 minutes trying to think of what … Continue reading

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money & family

If you ask me to tell my friend about the couches your boyfriend is selling, guess what? I'm not responsible for babysitting my friend and checking to see if she got the email.  I'm also not responsible for seeing if … Continue reading

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