Monthly Archives: February 2015


I can’t sleep. I haven’t been hungry all day (24 hours). When I do sleep, it’s in fits & starts. I’m cold. I jump when the neighbors open/slam their door. I can’t stop hearing my memories. I forget whether I … Continue reading

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Prayer of St. John Vianney

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Flashback with Trigger Warning

As some of you know, I suffer from PTSD. I grew up in a home environment that was religiously, emotionally, physically and verbally abusive. I’m going to repost below a post from Xanga. It’s not clean, or pretty; unedited for … Continue reading

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Lent is upon us. Enter the days of the Catholic “diet”: give up chocolate, soda, etc. As long as it’s not a REAL sacrifice to you. It definitely should not be REAL since Christ’s suffering and Passion wasn’t that. Right? … Continue reading

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Purpose of Blog / About Me

I had two Blogger sites (Wannabnun and No Miracles Social Worker), and one on Xanga (living_embers) prior to Xanga going for broke. I want to take this space to explain who I am, and what exactly is habit forming. In … Continue reading

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